Don't Need You

They ask me who's that girl I'm always with
And you know what, I've had enough of it
Me and her we are nothing
Or, baby are we something?
She looks at me with no answer
This girl is killing me like a cancer
I'm just sitting here waiting for her replies
Little did I know she was always full of lies
She was behind my back playing with all these guys
I didn't see it, guess I was too lost in her eyes
Too lost in everything she was saying
Little did I know it was me she was always playing
But I didn't know, so I always by her side
Had some dark secrets, but she was always there to confide
Always there to listen, but was she really listening?
Told her some deep stuff, explains why she was always giggling
Then one day I was writing something down, told her I wanted to be a poet
She stood over my shoulder, watching as I wrote it
I finished and she just laughed, "that poetry stuff just isn't you,
Nothing that you are writing is even true"
So I just didn't write for a while
This girl had me living in denial
Little did she know she was always my inspiration
And even though we don't speak any more, she's still my motivation 

I guess I'm still trying to get her attention
She's still got me locked up like detention

And I just can't seem to break free

Can't get this girl to see the real me

I don't know what she wants, guess I just can't offer it

But I'm too obsessed, can't get off of it

Then one day I got that text

You tried to blame me for all your mistakes, I was so perplexed

Trying to tell me I made you do that all

Wow girl, I got nothing to say at all

So I was just silent, still muted

I just stopped in my tracks, didn't pursue it

I just let you leave

And that was the best choice I still believe

But that doesn't mean I don't miss you

It just means that I don't need you