Trapped

I just need to relax
Feeling like I'm in prison, Azkaban 
Dementors just sucking out my soul
Leaving me with just my own pity
My own depression, my sad memories
My own failures become all I see
And happiness becomes a feeling I've forgotten
Like it has never happened
And this pain is all that I've been living
And my heart starts to drop
And the tears begin to fall
Like I'm in the moment all over again
It feels so real
And I'm trapped, I can't escape
The cage is locked, no key to be found
I scream for help but no one hears
I'm trapped
The demonator stares right through me
But im gone
Gone off to the past
To my pain
To my misery
No escape
The pain has taken over
I'm left to drown in my sorrow
Until my soul is returned, I am trapped