Wait for the Day

They’re asking me what’s my main goal in life

Honestly, it’s just to try and find the light

Because my whole life that’s what I have been seeking

But, it’s been hiding from me, the light's been sneaking

I jump and run after it but I just can’t reach

Life and love, I fail them each

They’re pressuring me, I just can't take it

Maybe I really don’t have the smarts or the wit

I am failing before I can even advance

Trying to find happiness, even if it is just a glance

They’re talking behind my back

About all the skills that I lack

How I am just doing this whole thing wrong

And it has been going on for far too long

But they don’t know where I have been

And the battle that I have to fight within

They don’t truly know what my mind does

Or how broken it once was

Lying in the street, broken in a million pieces

Each moment this brokenness decreases

But I need some help, need some support

If I really want this pain to export

If I want this front to finally be removed

I guess I really just want to get approved

Want to be loved and comforted

Just want my dreams to be supported

You can hate them but I still will pursue

Because who are you to say this dream can’t come true

But for now I am just in the dark

Quietly trying to make my mark

Maybe one day it will be seen

And I can finally become clean

Or maybe my whole life will be hidden away

Guess we will just have to wait for the day